I need to smack you, i think.... That word does not belong to you, and so what, over a period of 1 week, you've been silly and drinking to be happy, (at least your a happy drunk) but it doesn't make you an alcoholic, rather something that is helping you through at this point in time.
Woman, get your butt out with your girlfriends, and don't date and don't feel sorry for yourself because everyone has relationships that end, everyone and one person from that is devistated and didn't want it to end.
But, guess what?
They end up finding someone else, even better... and are actually happier.
So, take those words of self destruction and spit them down the toilet.
Don't put yourself in a situation where your at home alone every night of the week, drinking to feel better, then sleeping it off only to start it up again.
Your a strong person, and if I didn't believe that I wouldn't write what I am writing, encouraging words?
No.... words of WISDOM.....
I'm older than you.
So there.
CW