Thanks to everyone for your advice and comments! It's really given some insight.
The other day my bf and I were sitting outside in the grass, and he just turns to me and tells me to go run around a tree and then come back. I think this is an odd request, so I ask why, and he just says, "because, just do it." I don't really feel like doing it, it seems pointless and silly, so I say no. To which, he says, "there's no reason not to, you shouldn't care about someone watching you." So I think about it, and after a moment I get up and do it. Directly after this, he asks me to chase a bunny that happened to be eating near the flagpole, and then told me to jump around in a circle. I protested all of these things, and honestly only attempted them for a short period of time. I felt kinda stupid, but I know what he's trying to do...
It's just difficult. I have a mental block or something that makes it hard to stand up and even consider doing something where someone is watching me.
But perhaps it'll get better. I rather not feel uncomfortable at every turn.
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