mmm I have been over-weight for must of my life. My Dad is heavy, so is my mom. Must of my family is on my mother's side, my Dad's side not so much. My cousin are both boys and both skinny, my older sister who was heavy for must of her life as well, has actually lost the weight and has kept it off. I on the other hand I'm not as movitated and independent as she is. Even when she was heavy, my sister always had lots of friends and was very popluar. Me I kinda kept to the side lines and hide because I was so shy. My family is partly to blame, no one really told me what to eat and what not to eat. My Dad used to give us deserts and let us snack, my mom used to let us just eat what we wanted. The old and stupid thing now is, she works at Curves which is a gym for women. Which I find funny cause I never go. I have tried things and it lasted for like a few days sometimes weeks. Nothing ever happened from it or I just got annoyed with it.
As for physical I don't really do anything. I take the dog from walks sometimes and I took dance in high school. My weight over the years has been a big issue, I remember crying my eyes got cause I couldn't finish the mile run in middle school and being the last one to finish. And my dance instructor in high school coming up to me and ask if I was loosing weight since taking this class. I have said I will not change who I am for anyone,and I have boobs, a butt, & I am not a size 2 so get over it. Its gotten to the point where I see the medical problems it has caused my Dad,I don't wanna be like that. Also I am sick to death of everyone looking at me like I'm the fat and ugly sister. What hurt the must was everyone seeing my sister after she lost all this weight and everyone telling her how beautiful she is. And it just pissed me off and hurt my feelings because they look at me like "Oh your pretty too" Its so frustating and I'm sick of it. My good points are, I am very strong and I am flexiable. Also when even no choice and backed into a corner I come out swinging. I didn't graduate on time but I went back and I got my diplomia.
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