Sex with an ex but w/ NSA??
The ex boyfriend and I broke up almost two months ago. Our relationship was real rocky. Jealousy was a major issue for both of us. We are both scorpios if that has anything to do with it and I like to think that it does. Anyway, although I was head over heels for the guy, we couldn't handle fighting anymore and split. I was completely sad over it for a month.
I had a little too much to drink the other night, and like a moron I texted him something dirty. In the morning, I was quite embarrassed by it and texted him back asking him to disregard the message. He said he didn't want to. That led to a chain of dirty messages from both of us and now I am excited about the chance to rock it with him in bed again. The guys who I've hooked up with so far since we broke up haven't stood up to the fun I had with my ex. The only time we seemed to get along was when we were having sex with each other.
My problem is, I don't want to risk the feelings that could be involved. I really don't want a relationship with him anymore. And I'm afraid that having sex with him could lead to him wanting to be with me again, or vice versa because I know I could have a change of heart too. I don't even really want to speak to him. I just want to have sex. I'm tempted to go over there and just tell him "Don't say a word," and have my way with him and then leave.
But is it worth it?
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