crazykkcatkate

Help!! i don't know what to do. i am in love with two different men. i have been friends with one for the past 4 years but last novemeber we decided to give things a shot as a couple. things were going great and the sex was amasing but then he moved away to work and i heard he had a new girl. it broke my heart, because he means so much to me and i love him. i called him everything and then stopped talking to him but i am constantly thinking about him. I was getting over him and in january i met this lovely guy on a dating website. we met up and instantly i fell for him, he is good looking and has a great sense of humour. we started going out and things were going great until he lost his job and starting having family problems. he then went into a depression spending all day in bed and not seeing anyone. i tried to help him through this and he seems to be getting there and is getting things together now. hes got himself a new job and apartment but now im going away to Switzerland to work for a year and he feels he won't be able for a long distance relationship. he says he cares greatly about me and that we should stay friends but its breaking my heart because i love him too. Then a few weeks ago the other guy texted me saying he was back and wanted to get back together. he then invited me away to Italy on holiday with him and the next thing i know hes cancelled the holiday and is "sorry" but he can't get the time off because he needs to get his career back on track. i honestly love both of these guys and im constantly thinking about them both but they see there jobs and careers as more important than me. i still regularly talk to them both but i can't take much more of it because its breaking my heart that neither of them seem to care the way i do. how do i stop loving these guys??