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**Isabellacat** · 06-28-2009, 11:48 PM

thanks for the kind words...I don't know where else to vent this. I've tried other message boards but all I got was criticism because most message boards are predominantly male. I can't stand those kind of message boards and have been treated like on those sites.So I have to say I do feel relief finding this place tho.

I also wrote another thread here...I have a fear of flying which is also stressing me out alot. I had my biggest panic attack this morning.

Whenever I go through that I get very short of breathe and my heart starts beating really fast and I start to panic and can't sleep. I have a good roommate now which is good because I don't think I can be alone right now. I'm having such a hard time coping with what I'm going through. I cry so much it's hard to breathe and concentrate. I'm very shy and really have alot of anxiety when it comes to dating and being social. People always talk about how that's a good thing but all I've experienced were bad and faulty relationships. I've been made fun of alot too...people saying I'm ugly because my breasts are'nt that big and other girls look better than me. Yea guys talk to me but usually not the ones who are my type and all they care about is sex and big breasts. I hate that...... I'm not perfect and seems like 'perfect' people don't go through that.

06-28-2009, 11:48 PM	#3
Isabellacat Gold Contributor 500+ Posts Space Invaders Champion! Join Date: May 2009 Location: SF Bay Area Posts: 782	thanks for the kind words...I don't know where else to vent this. I've tried other message boards but all I got was criticism because most message boards are predominantly male. I can't stand those kind of message boards and have been treated like on those sites.So I have to say I do feel relief finding this place tho. I also wrote another thread here...I have a fear of flying which is also stressing me out alot. I had my biggest panic attack this morning. Whenever I go through that I get very short of breathe and my heart starts beating really fast and I start to panic and can't sleep. I have a good roommate now which is good because I don't think I can be alone right now. I'm having such a hard time coping with what I'm going through. I cry so much it's hard to breathe and concentrate. I'm very shy and really have alot of anxiety when it comes to dating and being social. People always talk about how that's a good thing but all I've experienced were bad and faulty relationships. I've been made fun of alot too...people saying I'm ugly because my breasts are'nt that big and other girls look better than me. Yea guys talk to me but usually not the ones who are my type and all they care about is sex and big breasts. I hate that...... I'm not perfect and seems like 'perfect' people don't go through that.