Hi Isabellacat,
Happy Ending wrote back to you on that thread, she also understands you, panic attacks, I am sure she will read this thread as well and talk further to you on that note, share experiences.
It's great when you find a Forum, that you feel comfortable with and can express, I'm glad you have stayed with us.
I looked at your photo and I don't see "ugly" at all, your very pretty and beautiful hair. There is no such thing as "perfect people".. The guys that want big breasts and sex only, aren't "real men" that's all, they are players.
I am sorry that your therapist isn't there for you when you need her ( i assume ) but rest assure we are here.
You mention a new job? Is it in the fields you expressed you love? You have a lot of hidden talents I think very arty, and alot of love, well that being evident for your love of cats.
Also because of the effect death has had on you from close friends, it just means that you have a lot of love to give.
Being shy is very difficult and talking on these sort of places can help over come that somewhat, as I said to you a while back, you've been here a while, start making friends, it's nice for us to say hello and share your day...
There are some really good positive things happening in your life now, a new flat mate your happy with and a new job...
How about sharing all of that with us here?
We can't change the past but we can work on the present and certainly the future.
CW
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