My bad, but you do have a job and it is in the field that you love, be it that you make money or don't, that's wicked that your in a band. I'm an ex singer, I loved singing but same, I got critizied because I only liked blues music or Barbara S style music, soulful, that was me.. But, I kept going and just said pfttt... People liked my singing it was the bosses that wanted me to try different songs why? So they could make more money, took me years to work that out, I could sing... just wasn't making them the money they could have.
I think your being hard on yourself regarding CPR on your friend and she didn't make it, you did all you could, she would know that... It is however, so hard losing someone you love and for that I am sorry.
We can all ask " what if" but we choose what we do for a reason at that time, you probably felt safe in that environment at that time, it's fine.
I think sending an email is a good idea.. but remember, Doctors can't be emotional, they are tought not to be, imagine their heart breaking over every one whom passed themselves, or for every one whom they couldn't help succeed in what they needed to, they would be a mess themselves.
Personally? I would love to see some of your art, not sure if you have posted any on your page but why not share it with us?
I have been on a few sites, and i agree some are so stupid in the way in which they interact, and as for what you quoted from me? Well, all single women are SICK AND TIRED of those guys, they really are everywhere..
But, I have also learnt and seen and met, alot that aren't... Never be anyone but yourself, you will attract the right ones to you, but you have to let go of alot of the past first and see the beauty in yourself.
I am saying what I say to everyone there, not you specifically. I have been down roads myself, we all have.
So you don't mention family? No one there your close with?
Nephews? Nieces?
You do seem to know what has happened in life and what you want out of it, that's a damd sight more than alot of people in life. You should congratulate yourself...
It's nice talking with you thanks for replying and not leaving us.
Let me ask you?
What makes you laugh?
What makes you happy?
I think you have alot of SOUL......
CW
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if truth were to be told
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