Sorry to bump this.
He hasn't gotten in touch still, but I was surprised to notice he'd logged into a forum site he knows I am regular on. At least twice over a few days last week, having not logged in since the beginning of the year even before our fallout. This means he's probably seen my blog where a few months back I left an entry explaining my odd behaviour. But nothing has come of it. :S It wasn't negative like other ones I used to write.
It strikes me as odd that he's logging in! I don't get it. I wondered what anyone thought of it. Maybe it's meaningless though - I know. Just strikes me as a good thing.
(It's just a bit frustrating that he gave silent treatment for almost a week, a few times, early this year, after "fights". Then these months of silence and suddenly he is snooping on the site he joined last year because of my being a regular on there, knowing full well it's where I tend to put thoughts/etc. I feel slightly spied on, it's odd. I did hope he would log on but I really miss him.)
At least he has a job now but other than that he seems untouched by all this. Guess it'd be hard to tell either way. He's such a practical person.
Argh. I know I'm overthinking this. Just still missing him and irked by all this silly fallout and silence bs.
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