So I know I HAVE this disorder....but no matter how hard I fight it I cant control the uter depression it throws me into. I dont have insurance so I cant take any meds...I am a single mom of 2 children I'm still in love wih my ex husband that comes around when he's in between girls...doesn't help when the PMDD hits. I have so much more on my plate and I jus simply want to talk to someone else who gets what I'm going through. I am constantly pushig everyone away when this time hits...I am a completely different person and I HATE it. I am so afraid of being alone but I know that when my mind is this way no one understands and thinks I'm just crazy....I gues sI kind of am..at least for 2 weeks. blah
