Drama28, I've skimmed over the enteries and sadly I know that pain you're feeling....we think if we just hold on long enough we'll get them back...and maybe you will....only something had stood out to me you said a typical affari doesn't introduce you to family so on and so forth and Yes they do. My father did it...my friend also had a child with a married man and he did it...my best friend at the moment is having an affair with a married man and he did too....I too had an affair and he did too. All you can do is follow your heart....but you need to know when to let go also. I'll pray for you to find happiness....bc the pain of love ending w/o a reason is the worst kind of pain.

try and be strong