I KNOW the pain of not wanting to be here anymore..and thank GOD we have our children...bc whe my moments get hard I remember that the moment I had my children I GAVE up any rights of taking the easy way out. They pull me through. The not knowing the what if that is what kills us...consumes our thoughts....how do you get through a day w/o thinking about them every single second...and you cant get why they cant even pick up the phone....trust me I GET it....just try and get through the days and TRY to remember that ALL of us even ones who get ourselves in horrible situations deserve to be loved by someone who loves us as much as we love the assholes.

xoxo