Last night...whew.

I cannot believe I am actually writing this. So, only a few of you know that my "Fiancee" cheated on me with an office .

So, I ran into an old fling of mine. We will call him SA boy.
So we went out for drinks, and danced. we were BOTH SOBER...but we went back to his place, and passed out on his bed. In the morning, I woke up to...Hashbrowns and bacon...no eggs because I dont care for them. So I ate, and then we ended up kissing....and...

Daylight broke, shining through the eyes of this sweet little creature, who doesn't even know where she is. She cannot see vividly, only flashes of white, black, and red embody her vision at this early stage of her life, only responding to the soft coos she hears from the people around her. Smelling her most familiar and heavenly scent of all - her mother!
Ah! It is feeding time - a moment when needs are being sought and are delivered without hesitation, but with much love and care -...

Why is it that here on the board, as in RL I suppose, you do one thing innocently questions someone's intent and suddenly you're on their ****list forever?

When I first joined I noticed a snide comment being made to another user so I PM'd HIM and said something about it and HE in turn, apparently buddies with this person, spun around and told them something (though I've never known what) and now the other is irritated with me.

Why create drama that's not necessary...

OMG Im so mad right now...A friend of mine went to a concert that I REALLY wanted to go to but couldn't and she PROMISED to get me a souvenier of some kind...She got herself a t-shirt and got me NOTHING! Can you believe it??? Im so pissed...and its not like a casual friend...it was a good friend...a really good friend...and she PROMISED...Im so sad...and mad...Grrrrrrrrrrrr...

I have never... No that's not true. I have almost never felt as low as I do now. My whole world has crashed down around me and I don't even feel like putting the pieces back together.

My boyfriend is... I can't even describe what he is. I'm holding onto him because I have no one else and to me, having him is better than being alone. I don't want to start over with someone new. It's not that I don't like him, I do. He just isn't good enough.

My ex boyfriend said yes...