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I thought I knew a lot of women that are pregnant...now I really do. Or at least the numbers keep increasing!

I keep struggling with baby fever. I go back and forth...mostly wanting a baby rather than not. Right now I'm kindof in between. But I'm still struggling with being jealous of women I know that are pregnant. I hate that. I HATE being jealous.

Things are looking up for us trying to conceive soon, though. By "soon" I mean within spring - fall. It's ...

This will be one of those blogs where all I do is talk about Nathan...Nathan, nathan, nAtHaN...NATHAN!!! lol

I am irrevocably in love with this man!!

When I think about him, I feel complete bliss. I know this can't just be lust, or infatuation, or obsession. I know he consumes my whole heart right now, but that's okay because at the same time, I know I consume his. I know there can be a lot of grey areas when it comes to distinguishing between the hard to read feelings ...

2-1-2010


Right now, I have to be in the moment and feel what it is that I feel brewing in the deepest of my being.

I want to cry for help, from all the powers of the universe, to grant me this one wish...to be able to stay with my love forever.

I am in the brink of tears as I type this log. I don't know what to do. Thinking about all these processes give me a roller coaster ride and an upturned tummy at the same time.

Waiting...
Ah, ...