This will be one of those blogs where all I do is talk about Nathan...Nathan, nathan, nAtHaN...NATHAN!!! lol

I am irrevocably in love with this man!!

When I think about him, I feel complete bliss. I know this can't just be lust, or infatuation, or obsession. I know he consumes my whole heart right now, but that's okay because at the same time, I know I consume his. I know there can be a lot of grey areas when it comes to distinguishing between the hard to read feelings...

I hate hearing cheer up or smile..I'd rather people just left me alone, have people ever stopped to think that maybe not everyone is meant to be happy.In general perkiness pisses me off. Most days I'd like to smack the smile off peoples faces. And to be honest I am not envious of there happy disposition they say ignorance is bliss...maybe this is why there are so many happy people in the world, they are to stupid to know any better...