So, back from holiday, malnourished, blistered and cut feet, and still working some bug through my system, haha.

I was in a remote festival in the middle of the hills, in a different country, and I still met a few people I know - from other parties and stuff. Included in these people was a girl who I gave the nicest compliment to ever a few months ago - I'd spent about half an hour transfixed, watching her... And I realised that she was ugly! Oh dear, it's strange how appearances are...

I was a party the other night, totally screwed up on Ketamine, so everything was all quite difficult to process and I suppose I was a bit vulnerable.

Anyway, I was dancing around, and this oldish (50+) woman started staring at me. Anyway, this was quite confusing, and there was a couple of seconds of us just staring at each other. Then she leaned in really quickly and tried to kiss me! What the ?!!! I'm 23, by the way.... I almost fell over dodging her - and as I was totally vulnerable...