Secrets of the Abyss

This one sounds like you are going to make yourself better just to show the one who broke your heart. You want to make him see you can be more beautiful than anyone else, stronger than anyone else, desirable to every man. You want him to regret letting you go and to beg you to take him back.

Don't go down this road. Any changes you do should be just for you. I'm sure you are already beautiful and there are many men who may desire you. Why do you think you need an upgrade of who you were when you were with him?

Revenge never works, it just keeps you in a place that makes you sad. It will use up all your energy. Use that energy to find happiness, peace and truth within you.