Secrets of the Abyss

Yes, YOU!
I want you to realize that you made a difference in my life
I know I've told you this before.

We sort of have the connection
And I couldn't deny that fact,
I wonder how this would affect
The way that I would relate
with my future partner
Should the time come
(Oh, will it ever do?)

We once agreed that we'll grow together
And I feel that even we're apart, we still do.
I could still feel the connection,
Yet I have to undo.
It may just be a little tweaking of the system
And the way we look at things.

I see it as an overhaul
Errr, I take that back - it's a funeral!
I have to bury you
Your memories and everything about you.

So now, I say...
I am forgiving you.
I am letting you go.
Go as you please, don't look back!

I still feel you made the wrong decision.
But forgiving you doesn't mean
What you did is okay.

It just means that
I am passing it on to you
For you to carry on your shoulders
'cause I am ready for my future.

I need to bury YOU!
I need to bury ME as well.
I have to die,
In order to live.

So this is it!
I'm over you.
And I am ready to find ME more.

You will realize your mistake,
I truly can't put it in words
I couldn't fathom what I meant
When I told you about it.

We'll see...maybe in a week
In a month, a year, a decade?
Who knows...but we'll realize that.

I might grow old single,
Or maybe "he'll" find me soon.
Whatever happens,
I will keep growing,
And morphing,

Until one day,
I'll be the most attractive butterfly
In the garden!

I hope to see you there
When this happens.
I'm excited for that day...

My independence day!