Secrets of the Abyss

Well, I have been doing a lot of self-talk today.

I had lunch at PF Chang's as I used to - on my own! I have to do this in order to get out of my domain...But when I drove home, I was nauseous, up to this very moment. I feel lke throwing up....argh!

Oh, I wish I can share this moment with ... (whatever)...venting, venting, venting! This is tough...but I will make it!

I feel weak, can't eat what I want...Always feel like I will throw up...Hand me the sweets, hun... no...I want some mangoes...

I wish! LOL!