Secrets of the Abyss

I know...I am a blackbelt in WH Blogging...

This is the way to supplement my self-talk, before I grow totally insane from being by myself.

I don't want to be overbearing to anyone, so whatever I feel and think, I write them down here. This has been my sanctuary in any season of my life. So, welcome to my world...may you find my life amazingly crazy yet worthwhile.

09/12/09

I broke my first board in Tae kwon do in just one kick (step side kick). The instructor specifically announced that he is using the sturdiest board for me to break and when I did, he got the bigger piece and passed it around for signatures, handed me my new belt, and congratulated me. It was one of the fine moments of my life that I would love to share with....i am so blessed to have this angel with me, so even if I am alone, I'm really not. I have passed the initial stage - this is just the beginning!

9/13/09

I woke up sore, with cramps and i am throwing up. I think I am not going to be okay today. But I will try my best to do so. I am on my own - I should be strong.

On soft diet today, I guess. Should I call the doctor to attend to me? Nah...that will just give him a go - I don't want to go out with anyone. I'd rather drag myself to the sink and throw up all day.

So far, this is manageable, as per caterpillar definition. Inching little by little till I get to where I need to be. Lol! Keeping a positive mind for my little darling inside of me.