Wonderfully awful, but awfully wonderful day!

I am having this emotional roller coaster,
It could be hormonally induced,
Stress related
Or schizophrenic in nature!

Whatever it is, I feel it
Coming and going
Like waves that wash the shore
Like the tides that would go high or low,

Dependent on the moon's gravity
So does my emotions...
Am I really this crazy?

I drove home yesterday
With a very happy
Content heart.
Knowing that my love is here to stay,
Feeling the security and warmth
Once more.

I thought it would never be...
But it did.
It does, and it will always be.

Today, it was a mixture of goofy and gloomy.
Goofy: my co-worker forgot about "fall"
That he needs to adjust his clock,
In short, he went to work as usual
But in fact, an hour earlier than everyone!
I thought! OMG! That was fun!

Gloomy: I can't explain the reason.
Maybe because I miss him,
Maybe because I despise the man I am working for
As if he is better a teacher than I am
Demanding me this, telling me that...

Never been pleased by everyone,
He's just always looking for reasons
To point out, "Hey, employee, you are no better than me"...

What a friggin' b*stard!
I am really furious about his ways
He thinks he can do what I can do?
I know I have my limitations!
He does, too!

Well, enough of this.
I will not ruin my night because of him.

Time for the better end of the day.
And so, here it goes:

I went to my insurance agent,
Signed documents, paid my dues.
We talked about change of names, status, insurance beneficiaries, etc...
He said I should let him know all that changes as soon as they are done.

I went to Gindhi afterwards,
Had some drunken noodles
I asked the waitress to
Refilled my water bottle
She smiled and did it for me,
As if I were family!

I felt peaceful and relieved
As I sat there and chat with all of them.

I walked for about 45 mins
At the park, windy and chilly
I walked briskly,
Pushed myself to the limit.

I met a couple on the way,
We exchanged pleasantries
I was astounded by her remarks,
She said, "My, you have a very beautiful smile".
That lit up my face even more.

I drove to have my car washed,
Then headed for home.
This time, feeling a little better.

I felt that I have brighten up
Someone's day because of my smile.

I shall do my chores now,
Then read some more...

I miss my mi amor.