Secrets of the Abyss

Today, I dreamed about something related to the past which is somehow overboard - one that my husband didn't do nor plan to do, and yet, I felt hurt anyway - in my dream. And guess what, I woke up and reacted on it and just almost ruined our day as a couple!

It has been a rocky summer last year and I thought when we got back together, I have succeeded in putting it aside and close the book. I am wrong! That dream turned out to be the release of my pent - up emotions and they needed ...

There have been a lot of talks and debates about this subject – both political and religious, but I will not focus on any of those, though I would probably touch a little bit of both as I pour out my thoughts.


I was raised in a family of 3 kids, myself as the only daughter, the middle child. My mom is a Math teacher, while my dad served in the military in my country. We all went to school, as my mom had always lectured, it is the only legacy they can hand to us.
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I know, I should not do this, but I am alone, no one to talk to but this computer and you.

I feel so bad really. Aside from being ill today, which I entirely blame to over-fatigue, my stinky students added to it.

1st hr: I had a student who doesn't bathe nor brush. So stinky makes me want to puke!

6-7th hr: coughing kid, didn't bathe, didn't brush

8=9th hr: all good, a little smell from one of the 3, but the smell I have "collected" ...

As of now...

When we're together,
Please treasure it
For I do not know when
I can be with you again.

When I'm around,
Please make sure
You've done your best
Like you always do
For I cannot promise
I can be with you
The next time around.

I didn't mean that I
Will wander and forget
About you,
But I don't hold my life.
I might not be here
Tomorrow or the next day,
...

03-10-10

My co-worker, mentor, "mother", friend and critic died last night. We weren't told of the reasons yet as of this time. My building administrator just relayed to us that she was found by her husband unconscious.

I thought it was her I saw in her classroom this morning, I almost went in to say hi and give her a hug. Since I moved into another classroom, she and I have been playing hide-and-seek. I have always meant to drop by her classroom and chat with ...