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7-7-09
11:24pm (Savannah, GA)

Dearest Pumpkin,

Yesterday was amazing...well, everyday with you is! Just by the time I tell myself that you will not surprise me anymore, you pull it up and do things unexpected.

I was touched when you bought me that sexy dress and hat. It was very spontaneous, really! You make me feel very special over and over - I couldn't count how many times...

Something in your voice...in your smile...your touch...never ...

He finally called me! I am in cloud nine. I feel like a high school girl, just having her first phone conversation with her long time crush. Am I such a late bloomer?

Why is life so hard for me
I tend to wonder,
Yet I stop.

I ponder ... realize
how lucky I am for being able
To cry, laugh, go crazy, be silly
Be me.

Forrest said, "Life is like a box of chocolates...
you never know what you're gonna get."
I wish it is the other way around...

Aren't chocolate boxes labelled?
So you know what you're gonna get!
yet, flavors vary still...
...

As I relish my time alone, I realized how good it is to speak to your heart and hear it murmur.

You whisper love to yourself and feel it radiate on your face.

couldn't love yourself first?

Spending my time alone keeps my soul attuned to my lover's heart...I feel his love even we're apart.

Solitude is bliss...