cazza life - how complicated!!!!!
ok so following on from my original post i thought id start a blog so that you can all get a slightly larger snap shot of my life - please read with an open mind
xmas 2008
1 week to go -Adam gave me £150 to get christmas pressies for our son - lasy bugger didnt even go out and buy them himself - if it wasnt for the fact that our son would miss out then i wouldnt do it - i have to wrap them aswell and he will get all the glory on christmas day when my little boy opens his presents and thinks how wonderful his daddy is - sometimes i would love to burst Adams bubble but it would hurt our son too much - so 2 hours trawling around shops and our son has everything that is on his xmas list to santa that i cant afford - at least he has what he wants regardless of who buys it for him
Saturday before Xmas
'Paul' takes my son to his house for a few hours to have dinner with Pauls eldest son and Pauls new girlfriend - whos 13 yrs his junior i might add!!!! - oh well as much as i still love paul as long as my son is happy im not going to rock the boat.






