This life can be a real pain some days with so many choices we must make for ourselves and at the same time keeping the people we love the most happy with our power of choice.
There can be a lot of misunderstandings and heartache for some and all of life's lessons can seem to come around the hard way. What i try to remind myself is we are all fighting an inner battle on some level and all we can offer is compassion for one another.
We can get over anything we put or mind to. We have already suffered the pain its who we are after the pain that counts. In order to survive we mentally we must "let it go" because it does no good to hold on to it.
Peace out ~
There can be a lot of misunderstandings and heartache for some and all of life's lessons can seem to come around the hard way. What i try to remind myself is we are all fighting an inner battle on some level and all we can offer is compassion for one another.
We can get over anything we put or mind to. We have already suffered the pain its who we are after the pain that counts. In order to survive we mentally we must "let it go" because it does no good to hold on to it.
Peace out ~
I hate arguing with myself lol
Posted 08-07-2009 at 10:35 PM by Joy
ok this is so insane... my bf's best friend lives with us ..... with us 24 /7 unemployed has been for 6 months. My bf gets me all pumped up to go somewhere this weekend .... and then 10 mins ago just say yeah its ok if buddy comes eh....... and i'm like oh yeah for sure.
The problem is the friend was in the room he did it so I wouldn't voice how I really feel......... make me look like the nasty b*tch the one who always says no.............. whatever get a back bone ya fool. Ya ever wanna get away from someone' heavy energy........... well that is how I feel.
a part of me doesn't even want to go but why spite myself i was looking forward to this all week. don't wanna stick indoors all tomorrow......... I thought it was "us" and we never go anywhere for fun alone............. yeah to run errands and work and yes but not to relax.
I work from home so getting away is suppose to be fun for me.
I know sound like a spoiled brat and I can be i know no one has to tell me this I already know. That is why I have to have this conversation with me self lol
see is I don't even care he could go with his friend big frigin deal...... omg early this week I told him to go to a concert without me.... he said no. I feel sofocated by his emotions, his friends emotions all the time ........... I need a friggin break maybe I need my own vacation.....
I like his friend just fine its about getting a break from the routine I see this guy every friggin day........... He starts job soon so it s all good.
The problem is the friend was in the room he did it so I wouldn't voice how I really feel......... make me look like the nasty b*tch the one who always says no.............. whatever get a back bone ya fool. Ya ever wanna get away from someone' heavy energy........... well that is how I feel.
a part of me doesn't even want to go but why spite myself i was looking forward to this all week. don't wanna stick indoors all tomorrow......... I thought it was "us" and we never go anywhere for fun alone............. yeah to run errands and work and yes but not to relax.
I work from home so getting away is suppose to be fun for me.
I know sound like a spoiled brat and I can be i know no one has to tell me this I already know. That is why I have to have this conversation with me self lol
see is I don't even care he could go with his friend big frigin deal...... omg early this week I told him to go to a concert without me.... he said no. I feel sofocated by his emotions, his friends emotions all the time ........... I need a friggin break maybe I need my own vacation.....
I like his friend just fine its about getting a break from the routine I see this guy every friggin day........... He starts job soon so it s all good.
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