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I feel distant
I don't know why.

It feels like
On my own
Still
Alone.

Why is that?

Oh, life!
Baffling
Confusing
Stifling.

Tomorrow
I'll wake up
Conquer...
Again.


And live.
Love.
Be happy.


I want
Consistency.
Frequency.
Normalcy?


Whatever
It
Is...

I will
Figure ...

I dreamed 'bout this man when I was young
Didn't realize he'd look like you.
Didn't see it coming 'till it's here.

Glad we made it, dear!
Our journey together
Has legitimately commenced.

Excitedly anticipating every step
Every inch of our adventure
The allure and intoxicating effect
Of spontaneous adventure.

I shall rest my tired soul tonight,
Thinking wishing we're curled up in bed
As one.

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So, I'm home for my Winter/Christmas Break, and I am trying to relax, but I'm still worried about aneurysms. This is driving me nuts! I'll go for about a week without worrying, and then boom! I'm back to freaking out that I'm gonna just keel over and die.

Logically, I can work through why it's NOT likely that I have one, but then I think that they can still come up and affect me.

The risk factors that can cause an aneurysm can be easily explained away, and show why ...

So, I have posted threads about how I am falling in love with an inmate. I call him Nate. He is an ex-boyfriend of mine who I dated when I was 17. Four years later and I find out he is looking at ten years, and I come to realize that I am falling in love with him all over again, through our visits at the jail, through our letters, and our phone conversations.

He will possibly be out in less than another year, so I'm not tripping about that. I just wanted to post a blog about what ...

I know we've gone into this before and it may or may not apply but it bears repeating since we have new readers/posters all the time. One of the most self defeating things a man can do when the sexual relationship is nonexistant to iffy, is to do or plan something with the expectation it will lead to sex, this works fine with a responsive woman but not an unresponsive one.

I think there are a limited range of possible causes of a woman being or becoming unresponsive sexually:
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