...not that im particularly looking... but i was thinking today that its just not going to happen...

The reason being, work - how sad is that? I work 8 - 6 and then i have to go back at 9(ish). The only day i have off is a sunday and thats mainly spent cleaning, gardening, washing etc... Honestly, i cant see myself even 'dating' someone whilst i work at this job.

It would be completely unjustified to expect someone to cope with all that.... maybe i should quit? ...

AHHHHH....Im getting so sick and tired of this...its always the same...My sister yells at my eldest neice for something that is NOT her fault.
For example...
their step-dad got a basset hound, right?
well, the eldest was playing, and the pup got a little over excited, and bit my neices lip...leaving a GOUGE the size of a dime...so she had to go for stitches.
if it wasn't for me, she wouldnt have brought her daughter to the hospital...and she BLAMED the poor kid.
"well,...

Whispers in the dark
can you hear me
candlelight is dim
the light before my eyes
lay your head down
and close your eyes
feel around, and find me
play along with the game....

....I was...HAD to be medically withdrawn from school....I went to the doctors...and yep, I have to let my back heal...

the good news...
I love sex dreams...
Go Joe Jonas!!!!
**whoooooo boy***

Sometimes I sit at night looking at the stars alone
Looking for a bright star that isn’t there
Coldness creeps up upon me and chills set in
Wishing for someone to keep me warm
Thoughts run through my mind like water in a stream

Every drop reminds me of the woman I love
She’s not here beside me for reasons unexplained
Loneliness quietly sits down beside me
I talk to loneliness searching for answers
I ask how come, what happened...