As my heart weeps your departure, my soul rejoices and vibrates from gratitude from the great gift you have given me. Our meeting is a mystery to me. Your teachings remained a mystery to me, for a long time. You looked, received and never judged. Never in your eyes I felt the sting of your understanding, scrutinizing. Although I knew nothing could be hidden from you, I came to you as I was, and you received me. Not ...
( First and foremost , I would like to apologize for any spelling or grammar error's ) I don't have time to go back to school in between getting sick constant and my unbearable needy parents who still after 26 year's in Canada refuses to learn some god English! Sorry, for the venting spree but this is the only way I can release some fuse without paying $120 per hour at a shrink's office. Anyhow, I finally deleted B.W it's been a couple of months. I am proud of myself by the looks ...
I have been thinking so deeply into this situation the past while. I think it's time I block and delete this other guy. For the longest time I couldn't put my foot down I think was because its that " flirtatous thing going on". The thought of having someone esle out there that cared? Not mattering who it was. I had my entire pro's and con's thought. It would be different if he were a friend of a friend? Then I'd at least get somewhat of a background on this fellow? But I know nothing ...
That's what I have been pondering this past little while. The guy's in my town? I'd always have a problem with or they'd have a problem with my weight. Guys I meet physically from a far? Like as in when I go on vacation? Seem's to just want to jump straight to the between the sheet's department. ( which i don't do because that makes me feel dirty somehow . Even though it's normal in this day and age . ) I rarely post my picture's online. When I do? I'd get these very very very werido's leaving ...
I can't accept that having no sexual desire is healthy or normal. All creatures have a built in drive to reproduce. Humans are fortunate in that we can experience great pleasure from the sexual act and can become aroused at any time not just when in heat. So far as I am aware there is only one other mammal that has this capability. Sex is a huge part of our bonding and we need bonding and touch to be healthy individuals. Many women who dress and act in very sexualized ways are in fact non responsive ...
Recent Comments