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When we're together,
Please treasure it
For I do not know when
I can be with you again.

When I'm around,
Please make sure
You've done your best
Like you always do
For I cannot promise
I can be with you
The next time around.

I didn't mean that I
Will wander and forget
About you,
But I don't hold my life.
I might not be here
Tomorrow or the next day,
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I have been away from the site too long. I need to get back and make friends. I am needing advise on hubby issues and can't wait for help!!!

Here's the run-down:

Day 9: intercourse w/o condom
Days 10, 11: creamy/eggwhite discharge...no intercourse
Day 12: definitely eggwhite discharge...intercourse w/o condom (oops) early AM

I use Fertility Friend to plot when I ovulate, and it shows I definitely did on day 12. My husband wears a condom 99% of the time. Right after my period, we usually have a condom-free day or two...but on day 12, he'd had a few beers and didn't stop to put one on.
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03-10-10

My co-worker, mentor, "mother", friend and critic died last night. We weren't told of the reasons yet as of this time. My building administrator just relayed to us that she was found by her husband unconscious.

I thought it was her I saw in her classroom this morning, I almost went in to say hi and give her a hug. Since I moved into another classroom, she and I have been playing hide-and-seek. I have always meant to drop by her classroom and chat with ...

I thought I knew a lot of women that are pregnant...now I really do. Or at least the numbers keep increasing!

I keep struggling with baby fever. I go back and forth...mostly wanting a baby rather than not. Right now I'm kindof in between. But I'm still struggling with being jealous of women I know that are pregnant. I hate that. I HATE being jealous.

Things are looking up for us trying to conceive soon, though. By "soon" I mean within spring - fall. It's ...