Hello!

I still have found no job, well I take that back. I got a job working at a gas station but they told me I would be working the night shifts. That was fine with me because we need the more but it realy up set me husband. He was so mad and really scared for my saftey. He asked me not to return and we had to spend alot of time talking but finally I told the station I could not return. With all that said, no we are haveing really bad money issues. My parents are helping us out and I can asks them for more. I not saying things would have been easy if I had kept the job but it would have been less hard.
I feel lost. I feel like I am failing my husband and my family. I dont want my husband to drop out of his PhD program but I am afriad he will have to. I mean, what do you do when you can't pay a water bill? I really just needed to vent and I dont want to vent to hubby becasue I don't want him to have any more stress that could effect his school.