I am so sorry to hear that you are dealing with all this. It's been two weeks since you posted this. Have you had any good news? How did the doctors visits go?
You know, if you aren't fully satisfied with what your doctor is doing for you, seek a second, third, or even fourth opinion. Don't settle. Follow your instincts. Especially when you are a cancer survivor. Far too many cancer growths go undetected because doctors didn't do a thorough job.
Hang in there hon. Be strong. You WILL make it through this. You have many prayers and hugs from me! xoxo