tritonalum07

That's awesome Raven. I'm SO happy for you! The same thing has happened for me! I reconnected with my very first crush out of nowhere (I was also his...he used to sit behind me in third grade and play with my hair lol) from third grade about two months ago, and we've become inseparable. I can honestly see him being "the one." Everything he does is amazing, and I've never been treated so well in my life. We both enjoy doing the little things for one another, and the big things when it's necessary, and we just can't get enough. Now I just need a new house and new car lol.

mdraven

Thank you
I never in a million years thought it would be my firend Jason. I've known him for so long and I used to date his friend while he was dating my friend so the four of us always hung out together. I don't have those little hearts floating out of my eyes yet because I just won't let myself get that way over a man again. I like him a lot and for the most part we get along because we want the same thing right now. Companionship, and niether one of us wants to see anyone else.

Funny thing was I recieved a text from my ex and he told me that the drummer left his band. So basically he lost everything, including me to be with his band and now that is falling apart. I told him I had a new
BF and told him not to text me anymore. He texted me anyway saying he wrote a song for me,lol! He said he was going to send it to me. Like it matters now.

For some reason though I keep having heart palpitations and it feels like every so often someone is pushing the air out of my lungs. I think it may be some anxiety. I noticed that it started when I started driving my car. It usually happens a few time a day, maybe more.

I went through so many bad things all at once and now I have a lot of positive changes happening in my life. I still have heartburn everyday even though I take medicine for it. However it is easier adjusting to the good things that are happening now. And I think I more than paid my dues by now.

I feel like I have a whole new life. It's almost a surreal feeling. I'm happy but still feel kinda like I'm in shock or something.

mdraven

Thanks, I'm glad for you also
Funny you should call me Raven cuz that's what all my other "Lifeless" friend call me too.
"Lifeless" are the fans of The It's Alive Show, just in case you were wondering.