She Has A Problem, I Know I'll Lose My Sister.

**LiLp** · 11-25-2009 03:28 AM

So here is the thing.

My sister(20) and I(18) don't get along well.

Thiis past sunday my Ma called me and was worried and scared. She told me that my sisters boyfriend had called her sayin my sister was driving drunk. He took her keys dropped her off at home but when he gave the keys back she dashed to her car and drove off.

I was frantic callin people, findin where ever she might be. Turns out she went to a cousins house then back home.

She had gotten her keys taken away then given back.

Tonight, bout 10 mins ago, my sister comes home drunk(droped off). We can always tell when she's drunk. She comes in the room and goes for her purse and puts her keys in her pocket. As soon as she went for the door I ran after her and pulled her back. She pushed me into a wall and called me a dike, yeah, My aunt comes into picture and convinces her to come back in. While comin in she is callin me names.

Its so unfair.

I hate havin to take care of her and watch over her. She scares me. She should be watchin over me.

It sucks that I am just tryin to prepare myself for the worse. If she doesnt kill herself first, and/or she will kill someone else.

If I worry thiis much I can't imagine how my Ma feels.

I need an older sister, but don't ever expect one.

**CHANDLERS WISH** · 12-05-2009 02:32 AM

Hey LiLp,

I really felt for you as I read all of that.

Alot on your shoulder.

She's seeking attention why?

She want's you all to think that she will drive stupidly, hurt someone or herself why?

She seems to be doing it to your family as well as her boyfriend.

Can you give us more info on childhood? Or something to grab hold of for people to reply?

Something is making her seek attention and if it is any consolation, I believe that people whom seek attention won't harm themselves fully or deliberately as all that the seek is that, attention.

CW