okay there is this thing that always is running through her head ... the past she keeps bringing it up like the little things that i did wrong like losing a friend or something and then she says everything is my fault like the fact that a friend of mine was mad and she tore something appart of ine and my sister said that maybe if i cared more about friend then i would have some she always pushes everything on me like everything is my fault i dont know how to take it becasue she also takes what i tell her and twists it to sound bad to my mom and i get in trouble and lose my rights to things i dont even do

there is so much of it she is not even around to know how much i listen and so i tell her that and she keeps going on how oh you dont listen to mom and your an out of control brat
i listen perfectly fine its just that she only sees the bad and doesnt want me to have a happy life her current mission is to keep me from having friends by using the twited words as a defence