I have an appointment with the doctor for 18 Feb 2011. But i don't know what to do. I have had my period the last 4 year, two time every month for almost 1.5 to 2 weeks at a time. i am frustrated! have headaches, and have NO sex drive. When ever we had sex it is so painful that i cry like a baby. i bleed also while having sex. sometimes i have this sharp pain in my vigina that it bring my whole body to still. I went on 1 Dec 2010 for the 3 month injection. it just made everything worse. i have so much pain, i am still bleeding from then till now. i think me and my husband had sex two times. this, what ever it is, is not good for my marraige. i am so frustrated and irritated with my kids and my husband that i feel like a witch. i children (now 3 and 4 years) tell my they don't love me, what can i expect for them, for the way i have been acting these past months. i feel so down, i don't want to laught, chat or nothing is just want to sleep. i really need help. i am going to see the doctor and i am also on the list if they may have a cancellation. i want to talk to the doctor to do a historectomy. i had endometrioses removed when i was 18. when i was 20 a tumor was removed. i have read about the pre and post cautions of a historectomy, and some aren't good. i really need some advice, PLEASE!!!! (before i go to see the doctor!!!)

thanx in advance

YG