hi guys

thank you all for taking the time to read my posts and giving me your valuebale oppinions.

I guess you are all right. I dont know if i love or hate him sometimes. I just dont know sometimes. he is a good man and a jerk sometimes.

I even went as far as contacting a lawyer for divorce the other night but he fell on my feet and begged for another chance and for the past 3 days it has been good.

I just dont know anymore. He has fixed all the damage and has sworn that he would control his anger and i believe him. I think i was just really mad at him so i was super sensative to him.

I think i'll give him a chance and relax a bit.

i will give you updates soon.
thank you