Ladies,

I have been married to my husband for 28 years and I have been wanting out so desperately for a chance to have a decent life for whatever time I have on this earth. Since I've been married to him well let me put it in order:

1. First pregnancy - a boy
2. Second pregnancy - girl
3. Affairs 4
4. Divorced him 1 and remarred (big mistake)
5. Hepatitis from eating at Red Lobster
6. Jarjacked at 5 months pregnancy and held at gunpoint for 5 hours
7. Third pregnancy - girl
8. Fourth pregnancy - miscarriage
9. Fifth pregnancy - girl
10. Almost died during procedure to get my tubes tied because dr.
botched the surgery and all this happened because my husband would not
get a simple vasectomy.
11. Husband has had more jobs than I can shake a stick at. He's had many good jobs but some he got laid off and others he thought that he was better than thou and went somewhere else or they just got rid of him because they didn't like him. The lastest loss of job was due to sexual harrassment that he just states that he didn't do anything wrong and he swears that people at this job had it in for him. Don't get me wrong for a man without a degree he is very intelligent but he just rubs people the wrong way. He seems as he was on the verge of making a comeback and upper management put him on a project and his boss did not like him at all. Was he set up. I'll never know because he says he didn't do anything and I can't find out who's telling the truth. A coworker came by and talked to me telling me that my husband was railroaded and set up but I don't know who to believe.

12. My husband tells me we have not had a relationship for years now and I tell him great so LEAVE you can find someone else if I make you so miserable. But he won't go. My sister tells me why should he go you've had a job for the last 28 years and he's financially ruined you. I feel sorry for my husband and I pity him but I want out and he will not go. This is just scratching the surface of what I've been through I can write a book and make a movie. HELP!!!!!!!!!

13. He does cook and he's a handy man but he never finishes what he's started and doesn't care. He has his checkbook with his mom's address and I have to pull money from him to pay bills. Then he says what do you think I am a bottomless pit. He doesn't like my family and he tries to control everything at home including me the more I tell him to leave the tighter the grip is. We go nowhere and we do nothing and as much money as we make we never have none because he's got us in the hole so deep we can't get out. I've done some creative things to keep us from losing the house and have lost all my retirement and I'm not retired yet.

14. If there's anyone out there desperate for a man they think they can change let me know and ya'll can have him.

15. By the way he says there's not a nickels difference betwen any woman on this earth. You think he's got a problem? I'm losing all my self esteem and right now I'm in bed with the flu and still realing over his last job loss