Thread: depressed!!

i moved to nj from boston when i was 16 to be with my daughter's father, that relationship lasted almost 5 years(i was 14 when we first started) we broke up on june 3rd 08. he had my daughter since we had a dyfs case and i had to be supervised with her (we got into a fight & i went to the police station with the baby) i couldnt take her with me(he kicked me out). my friend was renting a room and told me i can stay with her instead of me going back to boston, so i decided to stay with her because i would never leave my daughter like that. on june 6th (3 days later) her guy friend which is the nephew of the lady she was renting from started coming around and i was so desperate to find somewere to stay for my daughter(my friend was going to move to her bf's house)i asked him if i could stay with him, he told me that i could stay with him. at this point i would do anything to keep seeing my daughter so we decided to get into a relationship. i ended up getting pregnant & i was falling for him even though i still felt like there was something there for my daughters father we decided to get married.i loved him and since he was having problems with immigration i wanted to help him out.i had a miscarriage 2 weeks before our wedding. Right now im 4 months & 1 week pregnant with his baby & after we got married everything has gone downhill.everything is so screwed up hes not even happy about the baby we still living with his parents and he changed completely nothing is the same anymore all he does is talk s*** to me! he kicked me out when i was a month pregnant i came back a month an ahalf ago but it seems like were falling apart..im so depressed over it! hes leaves n comes back hours later giving me attitude its getting to the point were im starting to hate him n i feel like i dont want him to be around me or the baby when its born!im so tired of everything and i just wanna leave before the baby is born!!the only thing thats keeping me here is my daughter..shes 6 blocks away from me n i can c her wenever i want..if i go to a shelter theyre far and im not going to be able to see her. Her father wouldnt even help me see her.i don't know what to do!! any advice?