Thread: I need help...

they say he is the one who did it and i found out in fact he didn't...i did everything i could have done to try to get him free... how to help now if the law has the power...?

my pass keeps him thinking im still "ing" like he calls it, he say im a ...i really want him to see that im changing my ways...he know of my promiscuous way in the but he does even stop to think about the fact that im being good...

the thing is when i first met him i was with my kids dad with was in jail, my baby daddy found a another woman to keep him occupied while he was in prison, so we feel out when he found out i was doing the same, but only cause he started it first...i started working and feeling good about myself so i started dating...headed back into my promiscuous ways...so this guy i started date which is the guys who i feel in love with after i moved on knew i slept around because he asks a lot of question because of that i feared telling him must of the thing i did when i was younger, because that i know of must people dont really care about the pass as long as your good to them, well im like that i can't speak for everyone...so he was abusive he would hit me when he found out something new that i may have not told him...even when i dressed a certain way he would get mad and say those are cloths a wears, he says he's a man of morals, righteous why also, he reads his bible and knows it all to well...he prefers a nature woman with no history but my history go's on...

the thing is he say he loves me but how could he love me like he says and talk down to me like that...

what to do when I feel that i need him...He says he changed and he'll never hurt me again but what what he fails to realize that im already hurt.

he feel he owes me, so he says i should give him a chance which i have but everyday is the same he tells me i dont care but him like he does for me i try showing him i do but the thing is we are apart, so we can show each other the affection we both may need..
p.s. someone please help me...