I need to VENT

**WildChild** · 09-28-2008 09:36 PM

Wow, what a lot you have going on. Couple things that jumped out are the back trouble and the possible lupus? Get into a doc, if you have to see a chiropractor find a biophysical one, they deal more holistically. What is your diet like? Did you know that some artificial sweetners (aspartane) can mimic the symptoms of lupus in sensitive people?

As for family members, it's great your step dad is stepping up to the plate, sounds like you gave him a push in the right direction. With your brother, you can't change him and aren't likely to affect his choices by in'. I read an Agatha Christy story where a characture used a great technique that you might give a try. She was very accepting and welcoming of a relative's unsuitable "freind" but then slipped in little barbs, "such a nice young man, does that twitch cause problems when he drives?" kind of things. Just quietly pointing out flaws in with an off hand remark following a positive statement. Just a thought, might be fun to try.

**acerousme** · 09-28-2008 10:49 PM

ooo...I LOVE doing that!
Im always
"I love cell phones, but I dont know HOW you can drive while texting..."
I said that to my sister...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA

**acerousme** · 10-02-2008 12:33 AM

errrrrr
today was a shi*ty day...I was supposed to go and get some things for homemade chicken noodle soup, and get conditioner...and my mom didnt wake up until about 9 PM...Likw, wtf??? AND then she was all pissed off and said "I want you OUT of this house, you need to move out"....and I told her FINE...and then a few minutes later, she came up to me, and said that she didnt mean it...blah freaking BLAH...I am getting so sick and tired of her sleeping...she can sleep 17 hours a day, and STILL be tired.
I mean, come on...I need some help around the house...my step-dad has become useless and got pissed off at me for not MAKING potatoes to go with the meatloaf...all he has been doing is HUNTING...like, FACK! My mom PROMISED me that she would help me out...and nadda. Im just FED UP...come on, I cannot watch kids all day, cook supper, do laundry, be the pefect hostess, clean, and anything else...whats next. I was just CRYING on the phone to my real dad...because I had asked if my younger brother could come and pick me up to take me shopping, and my dad asked what I needed, and I told him "groceries, and conditioner"...and he was PISSED at my mom...and told me that THAT is not my responsibility.
I KNOW it isnt...but why in the WORLD do I keep acting like it is?

WHY cant I stop this?? I'll do good for a few days, and BAM...Im back to square one...

I was medically withdrawn from school, because Im having stomach troubles again...seems that I have intestinal bleeding...and like -O Im going to go for more scopes and . and the doctors say that I have IBS...I am pretty sure its a bit more than that if they wanna hospitalize me...

...straight razors and a bottle of JACK...hmmm...just kidding...that is not an option.

**CHANDLERS WISH** · 10-02-2008 04:19 AM

Focus....................

Your stepdad can see it, in order for it to work you both need to connect, i told you, great peel the potatoes, lets do this.

xx

**lostinlife** · 10-02-2008 01:20 PM

at the age of 2 ok ok some famous people do get it rough but in fairness why become so famous and let us all know about you jes i could be famous only i dont want people to make money off my stories haha...... ok we all need to vent its healthy your a bright person and proably the bully is jealous but it can get serious go and talk to someone about that

**lostinlife** · 10-02-2008 01:27 PM

i too have been in hop ten times from ibs one in 4 women suffer from it and i will say its painful i have had every camera and nothing its all about what you eat and how stressed you get i think somethings trigger it and your tum bloats it can go from bad to worse i think you need to chat to your step dad and mom and tell them whats going on with you i know you proably think there not there but just sit them down you have alot going on so help them to help you

**CHANDLERS WISH** · 10-02-2008 04:37 PM

Intestinal bleeding and IBS are two completely different things.

But, you are stressed to the hilt and IBS can be controlled..

lostinlife
I too have been in hosp ten times from ibs one in 4 women suffer from it and i will say its painful i have had every camera and nothing its all about what you eat and how stressed you get i think somethings trigger it and your tum bloats it can go from bad to worse i think you need to chat to your step dad and mom and tell them whats going on with you i know you proably think there not there but just sit them down you have alot going on so help them to help you

You can control IBS, it is horrid, I have it too, from an accident in 1999... The stress of it all was too much and on came this problem.

You do have to control what you eat.. And, you do have to see what triggers it. Bascially your stomach is weak and is reacting..

Wine/eggs/milk/meat/spices ie) chilli will trigger it for me.

I found that, being in a constant State of sensuality, that being feeling, seeing, smelling, loving, just being... and concentrating on that feeling, every day helped 10 fold, coupled with watching the above foods, and eating more veg/fruits/salads than say meat, lactose in milk is a no no, you can buy lactose intollerant milk now..

And, when i do that, and don't vear, i have no IBS.

Hope that helps.

CW

**justkimmie** · 10-03-2008 05:05 PM

Originally Posted by acerousme

thank you guys SO much...yea...I was just so pis*ed that I just...began writing....

would you guys HONESTLY read a book about someones life????

I would read it...honestly it sounds like it might be about my life too!!! My book title would be "my life with a spouse that thinks he's in love with a homewrecking *****, who can't decide if he wants a divorce or not, but he IS sure that he wants sex with the wife he doesn't love, never has loved, never can love."

We should all get together and write books!!!!!

**acerousme** · 10-03-2008 05:56 PM

today has been SHI*TY...Like...I didnt make supper, and Im watching a puppy for a friend, so Im up at 8 AM, and freaking running around after my SISTERS KIDS because they're like...useless...they THROW their gum wrappers and GUM wherever...they treat the house like its a giant dump....

my sister is all..."poor me...I work all day, and then clean?'
WTF do you think I do all day....play with myself????

FACK...