I love seeing him, when he doesn't see me, looking at the big print on the wall while having coffee during a writing break. Love that the portrait alone can often make him hard and that makes him come after me. My hobby is digital photography and I'm trying to learn how to do self portraits. I have to print them myself obviously, but want to make him a graphic nude album for Christmas. Both to turn him on (I know the angles, views, and parts of me he likes most) but also for me to remember how I am now. He would NEVER do the same for me even though I want it and have told him. He sees himself as totally just "average" and me as a "10," but I'm totally hot for every inch of him. So have taken nude photos of him sleeping without him knowing it and have them in a locked file and a locked CD. In summer when he never covers himself with sheet or blanket as it's warmer, I always check when he naps. If in a sweet position, a facial look, or especially if erect in his sleep, I quietly take a few shots. I try occassionally to get him to pose nude for me, maybe he'll break down eventually. I can think of poses I'd love to have of him on film.
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