Do we not realise that in order to find a soul
It doesn't happen over night
if truth were to be told.
Like everything in life that's hard to achieve
you must believe!
1) My apartment lease is up at the end of this month and I have yet to find another place to live. I was going to go to a month to month lease (which means that my rent will go up $150 dollars making my rent $850 for a one bedroom, 600 sqft apartment) but the landlord (who everyone despises) told me that she already rented my apartment to another person. This leaves me with no where to go thus far, if I want to stay in this area. So... I've decided that what I am going to have to do is put all of my belongings in storage until I can find a place. I'm going to spend two weeks with my aunt and uncle (who are 2 1/2 hours from me) two weeks at my uncle's house (who is 1 hour from me) and then two weeks at my grandfather's house (who is 1 hour from me) I'm not looking forward to any of this. Honestly, if you look at the situation, I'm homeless. Obviously, not to the extent of living in the streets but that's how I feel. No where to call my home.
2) Relationships! Friends as well as lovers and more. Everything is a wreck. I don't know what to do about anything with them. I try to go, I can't. They try to go, they can't. It's a magnetic pull but sometimes in reverse. You know when you put to magnets together and they push away from each other? That's how this is.
3) Financials... Enough said.
"All the beats and melodies keep realities at bay but what happens when the records done and starts to fade away? Alone within myself again, I try to veil away my pain. The dirty grey surrounding me 'round..... And now I hear no sound."
Shoot me, I know, I know but with everything negative there has to be a positive.
Finances....enough said.... well good because $850 a month for an apartment on your own? Man that's heavy..
Whilst your staying with family look carefully, and you know shared accomodation aint that bad either, think of money......
The guy, yeah it hurts, sucks but more so when your alone again.....naturally..... sometimes we miss " being" more so than the person and only until we have met another, that we realise what a jerk the other one really was.
Enough of the lecture but you know I wouldn't be CW if I didn't offer advice....
CW White Witch
Do we not realise that in order to find a soul
It doesn't happen over night
if truth were to be told.
Like everything in life that's hard to achieve
you must believe!
money.. money money money.... as per usual...
I am sorry about your apartment situation, but at least you get to spend time with family. I am not sure how your relationship with them is. I hope they are good. At least they agreed to let you stay with them. Do you have any friends, you can just stay with on their couch until you find a better place to live?
Also relationships, most of my relationships are online, I find it easier to relate to people online rather than in person. Maybe because I put off this attitude of dont mess with me or your gonna get your butt kick thing. However I do have close friends, but they still dont know me as well as people on the internet.
Finances...yeah I have that problem too. I have two jobs, as a 911 dispatcher for both jobs...PEOPLE ARE CRAZY...
Oh and did I mention, I am scared to the max about the surgery I had, I really just dont want to deal with the results...they called me today, and left a message. I called back but they were close...gotta wait until in the morning....blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
oh yeah and someone is getting on my nerves...I think because I cant get no lovin... if you can catch what I am saying..if I dont get it I turn into an evil witchbut at least I dont have the crooked ugly nose
Hope your day gets better...
And, madam?
Have you got your results back?
Hope your ok.....
Let us know, if you wish too naturally.
CW
Do we not realise that in order to find a soul
It doesn't happen over night
if truth were to be told.
Like everything in life that's hard to achieve
you must believe!
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