It's really too bad you can't be together right now. I just read your explanation. But I believe where there is a will there is a way. If you both want it enough then I'm sure one day you'll be together again. Don't let go.![]()
"All the beats and melodies keep realities at bay but what happens when the records done and starts to fade away? Alone within myself again, I try to veil away my pain. The dirty grey surrounding me 'round..... And now I hear no sound."
You said you'd jump at the idea if he asked you to move to NY. Why don't you float that idea by him? It doesn't even have to be moving in together. Just be in the same city, spend time together, and take it from there.![]()
Because the truth of the matter is that I really don't want to move there. I would for him but I don't think that it would be healthy. His family is holding him back and he even agrees with this. He needs a fresh start and room to grow/grow up. He won't do that there. I don't just want to be an addition to HIS life. I want us to be an addition to EACH OTHERS lives.
"All the beats and melodies keep realities at bay but what happens when the records done and starts to fade away? Alone within myself again, I try to veil away my pain. The dirty grey surrounding me 'round..... And now I hear no sound."
Meet in the middle. Kansas?
Seriously, it sounds like you have the situation pretty well figured out. I seriously hope it works out for you two.![]()
Even though my ex boyfriend is still mad at me but lies about being mad,funny his bestfriend is now talking to me. He also plays drums...... I think I'm taking a break from rock music tho,but I miss playing through that loud amp already. Thinking I should buy a new bass guitar and see if I can join a new band but that's not gonna be in awhile.I'm gonna try and make some electronica music instead.
Other than that I think I'm feeling alright now. Gonna take new pictures with my new Vivitar camera tonight after I make a salad.
I think Linds has more smarts than she sometimes likes to let on and she has some big plans for her education and future. I'm waiting for the day she announces that school's in session!
We can only learn to love by loving. - Iris Mudoch, British writer
I actually thought about meeting somewhere in the middle and us both starting over completely but I think that would be too much stress for us both and would put a strain on our relationship.
I really have this pretty well figured out. For only being 22 (as of last month) I am pretty dam* good in relationships. I refer to myself as the "Patriots of all relationships." That means, I'm the best. Haha. That made Marty crack up and now he refers to me as that as well.
"All the beats and melodies keep realities at bay but what happens when the records done and starts to fade away? Alone within myself again, I try to veil away my pain. The dirty grey surrounding me 'round..... And now I hear no sound."
Oh no... I'm being pegged!Yes, I do have more smarts but they come in spurts, lol. Sometimes I truly am clueless.
I can't wait to start school again. Thing is, I know that won't be until next year now. That's the worst part so I considered Beauty school for now and then I'll go for my Psychology degree. That way I can afford school, work and live.
"All the beats and melodies keep realities at bay but what happens when the records done and starts to fade away? Alone within myself again, I try to veil away my pain. The dirty grey surrounding me 'round..... And now I hear no sound."
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