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Why is it making you wanna pull away?
This has been kind of bothering me lately (last few days) but I've been having the feeling to pull away from this website. I'm not sure what it is but some things are different... Maybe some people.
"All the beats and melodies keep realities at bay but what happens when the records done and starts to fade away? Alone within myself again, I try to veil away my pain. The dirty grey surrounding me 'round..... And now I hear no sound."
Why is it making you wanna pull away?
I can't exactly pinpoint it Tex. It's just not the same anymore. Maybe I'm getting burned out. One relationship that I attained here just isn't what it used to be and I'm feeling very indifferent. That's tough because we've been through a lot of ups and downs together and now... I practically just don't care anymore.
"All the beats and melodies keep realities at bay but what happens when the records done and starts to fade away? Alone within myself again, I try to veil away my pain. The dirty grey surrounding me 'round..... And now I hear no sound."
I've been really impressed by the quality of the people here, you included. That's why I've been posting so much. I'm sure that's also why you have nearly 2,000 posts already. But sometimes we just need a break from things. Absence can make the heart grow fonder.
Yes, there are a few here that I can't live without or could but would be terribly sad. WH, as surprising as this may be, brought a lot of unneeded drama into my personal life. I've become friends with people here who I talk to on the phone and though for the most part turned out great some just didn't like it. A jealousy battle ensued (though was never talked about here for personal reasons) and it really sucked. Also, there have been backstabbers here as well. They pretend to be your friend but talk about you behind your back. I don't know... There are just some things I don't need.
"All the beats and melodies keep realities at bay but what happens when the records done and starts to fade away? Alone within myself again, I try to veil away my pain. The dirty grey surrounding me 'round..... And now I hear no sound."
I've been on forums where it's gotten kinda of 'catty' even when it was mostly just a bunch of guys.
I think the best thing is to just focus on the people you like and ignore the ones that annoy you.
In the worst case you could always stay in touch through private messaging. It's better than leaving altogether.
That's true but lately I've been here and finding myself wanting to be somewhere else but there is someone that depends on me being here and I feel like I owe it to that person... I guess I just have to feel it out but I really feel like I've done my time so to speak.
"All the beats and melodies keep realities at bay but what happens when the records done and starts to fade away? Alone within myself again, I try to veil away my pain. The dirty grey surrounding me 'round..... And now I hear no sound."
...and there are some people here who blow things completely out of proportion and take them out of context because of what a third party says then create drama that was never needed or intended.
Do not dwell in the past,
do not dream of the future,
concentrate the mind on the present moment.
-Lord Buddha
I keep thinking today is Friday.... it's Thursday. I have to keep telling myself that. Grrr...
I've got to be direct
If I'm off please correct
You're standing on my neck....
Im thinking about the looser that decided to steal my car last night! Arg! Why??? I worked so hard to buy it! lol and I have a boy on the mind! lol thehehe
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