Dreams

**GlitterAndStuds** · 11-10-2009 12:52 PM

Originally Posted by CHANDLERS WISH

Time to get in touch with your past friends Glitz..

And, you have some stress going on in your life. Your life isn't all that you need it to be right now, your happy but there are things missing....

Ooh CW. How did you get so smart?

I keep in touch with them, but not as much as I should. Matt is one of those people where we can go for however long talking but it's always great when we do. As if all that time never passed. He's always so busy, and our schedules conflict so much, and he lives far enough away where hangout time is nearly impossible. But it CAN be done.

And Brian is in a band that tours a LOT so he's never around. The weird thing about dreaming about him is that he's never been one that I hung out with much anyway. We never got to be friends until about a year after I met him, and even then, we only hung out a couple of times. Weird.

I'm always stressing about something, so you're right about that. One of the things is that I still don't have a car and it drives me crazy (no pun intended there). I'm 24 years old and pretty much have to rely on Adam to either cart me around or let me borrow his car. He doesn't mind or anything, he's happy to do it, but it still feels like a burden. And saving up money for a down payment on my own car, no matter how inexpensive, has been taking forever due to rent, bills, etc. And with Christmas coming up, it'll be that much harder.

I'm also considering going back to therapy, maybe. I have a lot of things in my head that I need to work out, especially with that last roommate I had. You know a good amount about her already. If I were to sit here and tell you everything, we'd be here forever. I spent 6 straight months being absolutely miserable because of her. I couldn't be happier with my current situation, living with Adam and being back to normal with all my good girlfriends, and my family. And my job. But I think back to all that and get so angry still. I vent about it enough, believe me, but it doesn't seem to work. It's been 4 months since I moved out of there, and I thought I had a good handle on it, but the mere though of her just still makes me really mad. It's probably not good to feel like that.

Sorry to ramble. I opened a gate, haha.

**CHANDLERS WISH** · 11-10-2009 02:46 PM

Life has choices.

We can "choose" to allow the wicked witches of the west and warlocks

, to control our thought patterns, having had "control" of our lives at some point in time and still hold the anger and sleepless nights ,whilst we reminise or, we can "choose" to acknowledge that they no longer "have that control", you have it. You moved out, the control ended there and then and smile in that knowing. Then move forward.

We can also have goals and dreams and remember those goals every single day and instead of being upset that we haven't "achieved" it, we learn to believe it will happen, be excited about it and post a sticker on our mirror with a picture of that car and say "your mine" seeing it every single day, even 20c put aside, means it's closer is it not? See it, believe it and don't worry about time.

There is nothing in life that comes easily. Everything has to be worked for. But if you do and you believe then it WILL HAPPEN.

These guys... They are a reflection of other things you missed doing years ago, if you missed getting close to them and it started but stopped, what else did you miss doing? That's the reason for the dreams.

Post it stickers for you young lady : ) Off you go... It's your life now and you can accomplish what ever you now desire.

CW

**GlitterAndStuds** · 11-10-2009 03:27 PM

Just reading that made me feel better, like a huge weight was lifted.

You are absolutely right. It's funny you say all that because yesterday I was journaling, and I went on about how I'm on a total life improvement kick right now. Just doing whatever I can to make myself feel good and just be the happiest I can be. It involves things like eating better and working out, saving for the car, which I've started doing. And little things like letting my nails grow long, and letting my hair grow long again, and getting a whole new better wardrobe. So far it's working

It also helps that I have you ladies here to make my day all the time.

**ThexMrs** · 11-13-2009 11:08 PM

Last night I dreamed that my boyfriend and I (who was one of the CSI Miami guys - cute blondish brown hair I believe) were working for a company to catch people cheating on their boyfriends/husbands. I was in the backseat, he was in the front passenger and the lady we were going to try and catch cheating was driving. Him and I were pretending to be drunk and heading to a bar with her. She hit the breaks or something and I dropped my phone. We all started laughing and she was said, "I hope I remember you guys in the morning." Well... My phone was on the floor of the car. That was something I couldn't lose because it's how we kept in contact with our boss. Well, my boyfriend turned around to help me find it on the floor and he kissed me. Boy, was that the most amazing kiss ever. Mid kiss Marty text me, woke me up and interrupted. I was like, "Noooooooooooooo!" *sigh* What a disappointment, lol.

**ThexMrs** · 01-02-2010 07:13 PM

I've been having nightmares lately... A lot of them. They're really graphic and horrible. I've had a dream about my brother trying to commit suicide and then killing our brother and I before killing himself. Then I had a disgustingly gory dream where when I woke up in it, I was covered in blood and guts. Ugh. I don't know why I'm having these dreams.

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