To All...

**acerousme** · 01-15-2010 07:35 PM

This will be my last post on Womens Health for quite some time. I have had a lot go wrong in these past few months, and NOW I have lost everything. I am going to a local city this sunday to go and have a "holiday".

I guess I thought I was indestructable, and wow I learned that I am not. I've fallen back into my own ways. Hooray for sharp objects. 10 more minutes and I would have been on a real holiday. But nooooo...

So I wanted to say thank you all for your support. Tonight is my last night on here.

Love,
-a nobody

**the wench** · 01-15-2010 07:48 PM

im hoping ur sharp objects comment isnt the way im taking it!
no1 or nothing is worth ur life unless its 2 sacrifice for a child!
if its pity u crave/need then im not that person 2 help!

......u need 2 relise life throws u challenges the same as it does every1 else...however how u deal with this is what will/should make u who u are/ or end up being!
i truely hope 2 see you back on here posting from ur vacation spot!

**WildChild** · 01-15-2010 07:57 PM

Ace I hope you take time to think about this. You are loved, I wish I could give a hug and cuddle you. They are all just bumps in the road, You have so much going for you - if only you could see it. Believe me, it may seem bleak now but it can turn around in a flash. PLease sweetling, just give it a little time.

**acerousme** · 01-15-2010 08:43 PM

Nobody gets it. I've gone through and back.
My cell phone bill went from 400, to 1000! and it was CUT OFF. I got a 300 dollar cheque from my old employer, and I spent it on my sister. because all her money went to drugs...and my neices had no food, or christmas gifts.

So I went without my pills for a month and a half. I ended up getting so depressed that I slit my wrists, and shot myself in the stomach. 10 more minutes and I would have been gone. but my mom found me.

And the ex is back in town...oh look...ANOTHER BLACK EYE.

and the tumors? They GREW. I've lost vision in my left eye.

and then I come on here, and the people who I thought of as family didn't even tell me that I am no longer a mod.

I have HAD IT. I am full. You wanna see a show? I will GIVE YOU A SHOW.

lets all watch me go under. I know there are a few of you on here that would LOVE to watch that.

Thanks.

PS-CW...I sent your birthday card. I may not be around to send it when its time.

**Texinator** · 01-15-2010 08:57 PM

That doesn't like a very healthy environment for you, to have to worry about all your own problems, and then on top of that deal with your sister, ex boyfriends, and so forth.

Maybe you need a change of scenery, to go somewhere else. It's not going to take away your depression or your tumors automatically, but it'd give you a chance to focus on helping yourself and not be distracted by other problems around you.

You can't save the world, so at least save yourself.

**the wench** · 01-15-2010 09:02 PM

no1 wants 2 see a "show"....... im stil quite new here and dont no you yet dont want 2 see you do anything stupid.
like i said in an earlier post 2 you...everyone gets thrown differents tests in life....im no religious freak or anything but have had a fair few "unfair" things happen 2 me aswell.
you can only make ur own choice as 2 what the outcome of your exsistance is within the next few days/hours/mins/secs is....but please dont come on here and insinuate that this forum is partly 2 blame for demoting your position on here when you are clearly showing signs of unstableness with the attidute your now portraying.
i wish you well and hope you seek help and get yourself reinstated as the mod you once were...........only you can acheive this goal!

**WildChild** · 01-15-2010 09:11 PM

Ace I and I'm sure many others, had no idea just how bad things have gotten. I feel helpless, I'm so far away. What can I/we do for you?

**acerousme** · 01-15-2010 09:12 PM

I couldn't give a flying FART that I am no longer a mod. Its the fact that CW did not tell me, nor did Little.

And we're all unstable. Thats why this is called a support forum.

**x.st.angel.x** · 01-15-2010 09:13 PM

Keep your chin up high hun....i know you and i dont know each other that well but i do wish you all the best and i hope that you can find happiness. I agree with Tex when he says that maybe you need a change of scenary...it may be good for you.

Hugs** xox
Saint