What happened????
I've been out of town, haven't been reading much here.
To the most amazing two months of my life.I've never cried so hard,and i'ne never felt so sad.I don't know what to do.I was so happy,now I feel as low as I can get.I always thought it felt like a fairytale being with him,but I guess fairytales really don't have happy endings.
Newhere808:I'm so sorry,this is not how I expected it to end,I love you so much,and just know that you'll always be the best thing that has ever happened to me.Take care,and I just want you to be happy.I hope you make a new lucky lady just as happy as you did me. 1-16-10,Always and forever,I wish this wasn't my goodbye.I love you baby.I know you keep telling me not to be sorry,but I am.I am SO sorry for this.I wish this was a dream.I really really hate this!!!
I am probably leaving WH.Not today,but within the next days.I'm sorry,this is not my choice,but I'm losing my phone,the internet,and now I've been forced away from the most amazing man I've come lucky enough to call my boyfriend.![]()
Take care of him here ladies...and gentleman(ha).
And I need a mod to get back to me ASAP!!!!!
Last edited by Little; 03-20-2010 at 02:45 PM. Reason: fix coding
What happened????
I've been out of town, haven't been reading much here.
Some of it is.I just need to protect me.I don't want my parents to freak out about my account.
I'm sorry,I don't know how this will all pan out but I'm pretty positive it will result in me leaving.
Wait a second.
Why are you suddenly losing your phone and internet? Why are your parents angry missy?
Because I told my parents about my bf and now my whole life has gone down hill.![]()
GG
You can still write him-snail mail still works, my dearand you can still have an internet email that you can use at the library or whenever you DO have privileges.
Don't give up hope, and I know HE doesn't want you to.
C'mon girls - let's have some FUN!
I know he doesn't want me to,and believe me,I don't want to either!![]()
But I don't want to hold his life up to wait for me,and I don't want to break his heart again.I need to not be so selfish about this.he knows I love him more than he could ever know,I just wish it didn't have to end like his.he means the world to me,and I don't think ill ever find a guy as amazing as him.![]()
WC i understand what you mean,and i can see how this may be awful from a parents POV.
I cant set here and wait for someone to tell me its gunnna be fine and dandy cause i know its not,i just wish this wasn't the end.i feel so awful of myself right now.not only for lying to my mother and father,but for breaking my promises to him.Sure this wasnt my choice to end it,sure we both knew the risks,but they are my parents,i waited too long to tell them,therefore,i take full responsibility and i feel 100% guilty.Love hurts,thats for darn sure,it hurts more than i could have ever imagined.
But these past few months have been the best months of my life.im so grateful for him,and i always will be.
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