I forgot the kisses, x0x0x0x0x0x...
It sucks.
I came home this morning, fed my little boy ( Sam the man, who thinks/thought he was a dog), and all of a sudden his legs went on him.
Then he, starting crying, trying to vomit and then there was froth in his mouth.
Within 20 minutes, he was at the Vet, I hoped it was food poisoning, something they could cure, but wasn't meant to be.
He had a blood clot by the heart, his legs had gone, and they were cold, he was already dying and so I had to put him down.
Rest in Peace baby, my tears are long but I felt your soul come through my hands.
And, today I will bury you when I can do it, in the garden at the front you loved so much.
Do we not realise that in order to find a soul
It doesn't happen over night
if truth were to be told.
Like everything in life that's hard to achieve
you must believe!
I forgot the kisses, x0x0x0x0x0x...
Do we not realise that in order to find a soul
It doesn't happen over night
if truth were to be told.
Like everything in life that's hard to achieve
you must believe!
I'm sorry CW. I know your pets mean the world to you-rightfully so. My thoughts for you...
C'mon girls - let's have some FUN!
Awww - hun - I'm sorry. That just sucks!
xxxx
Friendship Prayer
May the fleas of a thousand camels infest the crotch of the person who screws up your day and may their arms be too short to scratch.
Amen
Whoever said anything was possible obviously never tried slamming a revolving door.
I am so sorry CW :'(
{{{HUGS}}}
Man, it takes time huh..
Thanks guys and for the VM's and Private Messages and Text messages from USA that didn't come through, but the thought was there
IDK, strange things sometimes happen...
My neighbour lent me the shovel but also she dug the hole, and covered it, and cried.. that's beautiful.
And, I am exhausted, crying, ran a bath, had to turn the spa bit on.. When I finished, I turned it off and what did I see? Sam's fur, floating in the pool? I got it out, it was bone dry, and looked at it, yep Sam's.. In 3 years, never has Sam's fur gotten into the pool, let alone a clump of it and dry somehow...
I picked it up (out) and have it..
If there are such things as messages, then I got one... for sure...
What sucks is not so much the death, it's the heartbreak of seeing it un-fold in front of you and you can do nothing but put them to sleep... and all in 20 or so minutes, I should say I'm lucky, he's lucky, it was quick, but.. it still sucks..
Yet somehow there's this feeling of a smile, I got some fur? Which if I hadn't had the bath I would never have seen...
I know we all lose pets, and 13 odd years is a long time, to be close to one...
IDK.. Just needed to speak myself for once, I guess.....
Get it off my chest.
I'm grateful for the messages and thank you heeps.
CW
Do we not realise that in order to find a soul
It doesn't happen over night
if truth were to be told.
Like everything in life that's hard to achieve
you must believe!
I'm sorry :-(
Happy and Taken!
And you see that all these months, years when you tirelessly gave your inputs, shared your views, all these people, some became friends, some are still anonymous, but all are deeply touched and moved by your loss.
I am sure collectively we are thinking about you and sending our positive vibes to help go through this mental suffering.
XXX.
V.
Behold the presence of the Father in all beings...
I'm so sorry CW,
Sometimes we take our pets for granted.
They love us unconditionally.
There will always be boundries, but making love is so different, than having sex, let's face it. CW
CW I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved cat. It brings tears to my eyes as my cat died quite similarly and unexpectedly. I still geat teary eyed when I think about my cat and how it all happened right before my eyes, helpless. It is such a shock to the system, and emotions are hard if not impossible to control.
I truly believe too that the fur you found was a message sent to you from beyond. Take it, cherish it, and remember the 13 great years you had Sam, and know that as grateful as you are to have had him in your life, he was as grateful to have you in his.
XOXO - KM
Most of the shadows of this life are caused by our standing in our own sunshine.
Ralph Waldo Emerson
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