I've been trying for 4 days...

**MarkT** · 06-09-2011 08:06 PM

To get on the forum. Has it been so busy that I can't get on here?

I've had a ton of things going on here. More dr's appts- cronic pain they think is Lupus. They're going to check for it Sunday, yes, my dr is open on Sundays- how weird is that? Too much water under the bridge for 4 days, my head is still spinning. New tires on truck, tractor in shop, nurse blew 2 veins in my arm for an MRI today, I told her to use a butterfly on my hand- it's easier and the veins don't roll. My arm is useless for drawing blood from or putting in an IV, but they never listen.

Boy Scout camp going on next week, have 3 yards to mow when heat goes away. I can take my sweet time doing them, so I'm not pushed. Life is Too much to take around here sometimes. I feel like I'm running in 10 different directions at once!

Life with wife is SOOOO Good now! Just thought some might like to hear about that- Getting better all the time! Still reading the book Pam!!! Thanks so very much!!!

Almost

about the things that's happening. Not questioning, just Enjoying!!

**CHANDLERS WISH** · 06-09-2011 09:26 PM

Mark

We've advised people via " SITE SLOWNESS" that the Forum was running too slow and consequently it is being fixed, hense it may go down and it did...

Hopefully all is resolved now, but it still may go down so bare with us.

Glad things are improving for you....

**MarkT** · 06-10-2011 05:05 PM

CW, I kind of figured the server was just slow.

Things are improving with my lovely wife. I hope and pray things get better with time and patience on my part.

I'm trying very hard to now show it to my family, I'm scared to death about this Lupus thing. I just don't want them to worry. I'm not worried about dying, I'm at ease with that part. I just don't want to lay in a hospital in pain for weeks or months. When I go, I want it to be in my sleep or just very fast. I have all the signs of Lupus, I'm just scared of what doc is going to say. I'm playing it off as no big deal and my wife and son are going to help set up the Cub Scout day camp while I go 35 miles away to the doctor's office. I'm going alone and don't want my family to know all the details so they won't worry. Heck... I may not have anything like it, so I'm worrying about nothing probably. I'm better at telling you guys on here that I'm worried than I am of telling my family.