Thread: Dreams Interpretation:

I dreamt I gave birth to a healthy baby boy. And I was so happy. My mother was with me the whole time. and while I was leaving the Hospital(I think), I saw my ex boyfriend standing a few feet away from us, he was on the phone. Then, I found myself contemplating, if I should tell him about the baby.

The weirdest thing is, our last argument was about kids. I want them(not now though), and he does not. He loves kids as long as they are not his. before, we broke up, I told him that him and I were heading in two different directions in life, we want different things. He finds kids as a nightmare and I think kids are a blessing.

Back to the dream, I am not sure what that dream meant, I want kids so bad. I know I am not ready...so I am trying to get my life to where I want to be. So, I can't start a family.

What do guys think? What does that dream mean...

I am always dreaming of kids. NOt sure why.

Yesterday, I was in such foul mood. I was driving back from work...I was in tears... I felt my life was worthless. I have not accomplish a **** thing.

I am 24, not done with college yet. Should have done a long time ago, but I stop going on my third year. Now, it is so hard to get back. I went back last semester(spring 07). I am not even register for fall yet.

I am finacially in a bad place...my job don't pay enough...I am always broke. I have nobody to help me. I can never save any money. my car note is always late for the past 3 months.

I just felt like giving up, yesterday. I seriously thought about driving my car into a tree or something. I feel so alone, like nobody understand me at all, even my family.

I guess having a child, I would have somebody that loves me no matter what, and somebody that I could love in return till the day I die.

Maybe, the dream has something to do with the way I was feeling yesterday...

Who knows?

First off, take a deep breath. Keep doing it until you're calm.

Second, you are not alone. I am right there with you. I have literally lived my worst nightmares. (I dream as well, but mostly my bad dreams happen, the good ones turn out be false hope except for one.) I have watched things fall apart knowing they were going to happen. Worst thing was that no matter what I did nothing worked. I have been hurt so many times and betrayed by my own family so many times. I have worked hard for things to only watch my goals deteriate. A lot of times I feel my life is worthless and that I have not accomplished anything.

But I know that's not true. I am worthy and I do deserve good in my life. I have worked and worked, a lot of times things have failed. But I am still here. I am thankful that I can pay my bills and I am going to continue to perservere until I get them where they should be. Too me it is humiliating to pay my bills late. But until things get better which they will I will be taking one step at a time and one day at a time. I'm suppossed to get ready to start school in spring. I don't even have money to pay for my food or gas. It all goes on credit until I get a second job. How am I going to make? I have faith, I have hope, I believe in myself, I know I am worthy, and I know I'm going to make IT despite the overwhelming feelings of grief and heartache. You will to. Train your mind to speak life, good things. I give praises to God, slowly at first and without any heart but I keep up till I get my peace back. A lot of times I just curse or blame God. It sounds bad but I have to be honest with God about how I feel. Then the peace comes and I am able to give actual sincere thanksgiving.

Other thing is about the kids. It is absolutely WRONG for an adult to place it's burdens on an innocent child. I know cause that's what I lived and that's what my precious nieces and nephews are going through now. Children deserve to have their needs met. If we don't have our basic needs of love, protection, safety, and what ever else is good how are the babies going to recieve. They WON'T. They will suffer. It is evil to hurt children.

Just wait and be patient. Things will get better and will balance out you just have to believe in yourself and keep moving forward. Even after you fall and mess up over and over. You can do it. And when you get there have your babies and LOVE THEM.